An Open Letter to the Person I Lost

You are in my heart, you always have been, and always will be.


I’ve thought about writing to you many times, but I never found the right words. Even now, I’m not sure these are enough. You were more than a friend. You were the one I loved, the one I still love in ways I cannot explain.


We didn’t end up together, not because I didn’t care, but because I believed I couldn’t give you the life you dreamed of. You had wishes, a heart full of hope, and I… I had responsibilities, people depending on me, a duty I couldn’t turn away from. I feared that choosing us would mean failing them, and that failing you would be even worse.


You tried. You waited. You gave me every chance. And still, I let you go.


There’s no day I don’t carry the weight of that decision. But please know, my greatest wish, then and now, is that you smile when you think of me, just as I do when I think of you.


Wherever you are, I hope the world is kind to you. And if your heart ever wonders, yes, you were loved, deeply and completely.


Y.Y

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